The Unedited Version, Knife in my Heart

The Unedited Version

Knife in my Heart

I can’t breathe

I felt the blade peirce my chest

Just get this over with

Then lay me to rest

I can’t stand the blood in my lungs

I’m drowing from inner tears

They couldn’t fall from my eyes

So they mixed in with my butterflies and fears

Lies destroyed me once

But honesty has me in a cage

And I’m plagued by shadows

Fueled by my silent rage

And the words and voices

That I had once locked away

Mutated into steel knives

And taunt me; ready to play

I desperately tried to find my heart

Make sure that I still had one

I have my answer now

Please, take back your steel and leave me alone

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itsmorethanyouaskedfor posted this

You wanted to hear my voice.
You wanted me for me.
You left me without a choice.
I'm going to be all I want to be.

You say you don't like me like this.
Well, you created this wall.
You wanted me to stand up to this sh*t.
Now, I'm giving it my all.

If you've ver felt like you're at the end of your rope, you can't contain what you really feel anymore, you're just plain sick of the bull people put you through everyday then you know what it's like in my shoes. If you are shy to the point of staying quiet when you should be screaming loud...then you are in my shoes. If you've ever wanted to stand up for once and be yourself then now is your chance. If you've ever been hated for being you, then keep on doing what you're doing.

Hi. I just want to be me.